Connection

The eyes... It is always the eyes. Do you not love the feeling of glaring into somebodies eyeballs and feeling like you could topple the highest building or start a war? Pure inspiration. Too many people get drawn away from the things that matter (and this does not exclude me by any means) but to know that it has come down to a complete sense of realization and exasperation just by staring into another persons eyes is somewhat breathtaking and real. Deep, glistening, pool balls of sight. Draw me in a little bit closer.
To feel something so connected and joyful, like regaining a sense of purpose it comes like a memory... a wave... a symbolic song floating through your head space. For me it is a feeling. A full fledged, full bodied, mind numbing rapture that you believe not a soul could ever truly know. However, there is that feeling of hope. Hope that the experience is being shared on the same scale and hope is all you need when it comes to first encounters because it means progress and you're in it for the long haul.
Watching another person go through this kind of thing is almost just as interesting as experiencing it yourself. It begins with contact of the eye's then it moves on to the dropping of the jaw's and when your brain lets the rest of your body catch up to this phenomenon you utter some form of single syllable gibberish, something along the lines of "h-h-hi" or "what's up?" but your insides are screaming and revolting, knowing you could write this human being an orchestra if it would please them and all you want to say is "Come with me on a journey of mysticism and joy! I want to be your experience... I want to know who you are." and all you had was hi! Holy fucking shit is this actually happening?
The best part about witnessing this mind blow actually happen to someone is the fact that you can see everything the person is screaming on the inside on their face. Wearing it like a thin veil but trying their best to deny the fact that anything worth while is actually happening here. We need to stop hiding things like this. Openness is the key to a world of truths and happiness. Although this barrier of emotions still plagues my existence for the time being I am done with such boring wait games. I am going to start feeding my inner thoughts to peoples faces and hopefully they won't throw it back up.
As one of my favourite bands once chanted out with love, remorse, hatred, and passion: "Tear down the wall!... Tear down the wall!" Knock that emotional wall that you have built on it's ass and show it who truly is the dominant benefactor. I want to see people standing up for what they feel and I want it now...